Relatively speaking, I believe I'm agreeable and cooperative. Sure, I am fully capable of covering a full spectrum of actions from planting my feet and refusing to move to leading the way to something else. But when I think about myself over the past several months, I'd say I've pretty much been "go with the flow." Nearly everything I knew and lived was turned upside down and changes were taking place all around and within me. Definitely a learning and growing experience for sure, with ups and downs along the way. Right before moving, I received several sweet gifts from friends. One was a beautiful black and white hand-painted wooden plaque that says "bloom where God plants you." I have a long way to go, but I can look back and see major progress. For that I am grateful.
After we moved I told my husband I would follow him anywhere, going to the ends of the earth with him wherever he leads our family. I don't know what that means for us long-term but I do know that resisting ideas is a sure way to be in the midst of them. (The phrase "never say never" ring a bell?) Of course the phrase "go with your gut" can have some relevance but is also not a guaranteed wise method of discernment. Additionally, there are many things that I can't just "go with the flow" of the world. If I did it would be at the expense of my values, faith and beliefs. I have learned that as long as I stand strong in what really matters, it's much easier to "go with the flow" on everything else since I am firmly planted and rooted in a strong foundation. Like an aged tree in the wind....flowing and moving, yet remaining rooted in the ground.
This "go with" mentality continues to bring many blessings. While it is sometimes easy to get down and out about circumstances and why certain desires haven't been fulfilled, when I focus on the positives I can see how clearly blessed I am and how only God's perfect will can bring such blessings.
Sticking with my "go with" efforts, I am excited to say that I will once again "go with" my hard-working husband for another four-week rotation to Seattle. We leave in a few days and I look forward to more adventures to come! Also, I welcome any friends and family who might want to see Seattle during that time - I would love for you to visit and show you around!
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Laura, this is beautiful.
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